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Wed, 14 Jun 2006 19:45:07 GMT

oh hey.

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 02:25:19 GMT

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Wed, 07 Sep 2005 18:23:35 GMT

today was ok. they fucked up my schedule and cant fix it. like at all. i dont have latin cause i take all honours and the lady couldnt fit it in any way. i mean, even if she changed all my classes backwards forwards and upside down, she couldnt fit in any other class. so i have double study some day :/ i mean, that might sound good but id rather have latin or some other extra curic class. so that sucks. then i went downtown with yenny cause she was also waiting for a schedule fixer upper. sorry i didnt hang out with you guys more, i went to johns house. and zach wanted to make out. but didnt notice be besides that. and i was like...making out? psh no, yenny and i have to guy but ill be talking to you about something important later. *glare* thanks john, bye zach. *glare* anyway..how are all of you?

my schedule:
1: english, history, french, bio, geometry, study, study
2:his, eng, bio, fre, stu, geo, p.e.
3: eng, his, fre, bio, stu, stu, geo
4:his, eng, bio, fre, geo, p.e., health
5:eng, his, fre, bio, bio, geo, stu
6:his, eng, bio, fre, p.e., stu, geo

ms. pickett is english
ms kirilova is history
ms milner is french
ms white is (a lesbian) biology
mrs martin is (a moron) geometry
mrs martinn is (an older, dumber mrs campbell) studyhall
some chick is studyhall

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 18:04:32 GMT

ATTENTION ALEXANDRA NORIAN BOLLES AND WHOEVER ELSE CARES ABOUT POLITICS ENOUGH TO JOIN A CLUB DEDICATED TO IT:::
If you have a Democratics club you have to have a Republicans club. Otherwise the Republicans will bitch at the Democrats, and we already have enough of that. I was planning on joining anyways...considering I thought WHS already had a Dem/Rep club. Most high schools do. Exeter has like, the top debating one. Tis cool. I'm in one online. Well I was..I havent been active in a while. But yeah, anyway, considering I was gonna join anyway, I'll be joining. And the funding shouldnt be all that hard to get. Considering all of the donations to the school come from some hard core Demmies *coughmrolearyandmrdoylecough* and I can talk to the people I babysit for cause they are some kick ass Democrats. They were at the convention and everything and they know a lot of high up government Democrats that might be able to come and speak to us or be the speaker in a mock House or something. Oh and there is this thing called something like..I think, Teen UN or something along those lines. Kids from highschools all around the country, if not world, are given a country to represent and then they go to a big city, like NYC or DC, and hold a mock UN. It's really cool, my friend was in it and she loved it. But seeing as how WHS has yet to have a Dem/Rep club, the mock UN is still a bit off. The Winchester Administrators would have to get involved and talk to the mock UN people. I can bring it up at the next Town Meeting for kids thingy cause, apparently, a Peer Leader has to be at every fucking one of those too. But I was gonna go anyway :P That is all. Oh and I've decided to major in law and then run for some office in government after being a lawyer for a couple years. Politics are sexy. Oh like you weren't thinking it.
ATTENTION EVERYONE:::
I'm going to the Poconos till I think, well, I know that I'll be back either Monday morning or Sunday night. And I got my back to school outfit. Dark, dark blue jeans from Abercrombie, a white cami from American Eagle, and a white zip up sweatshirt with AF on it from Abercrombie. Yenny's and my Alaska pics will soon be in her webshots cause I can't figure out how to use webshots on my computers(s). So go to her pro and look at them once they are up. They will be awesome. I found out today that I can bike to Yenny's house in about 7 minutes there, 10 minutes back (back is mostly uphill) and that the other French or something kid, Lucien (I think?) lives along the way. He was washing a car.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 18:36:52 GMT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

im not going to exeter. i have a 99.9999999% chance of getting in, as said by the board of trustees. but im not going. because my mom and gregory dont want me boarding. so then i said. well. i suppose ok, ill go look at some other schools. but no. no no no. i cant go to any private school. because they dont want me to. its my life. and if i got a scholarship--shouldnt it, at least to some degree, be my choice? no. apparently, it shouldnt. they did say, "you got into boston latin and bua, go there, but that means we're moving to boston." well im not going to move for one year of schooling! that would be silly. oh well. guess im just being stupid about this..*shrug*

i miss alaska.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 06:58:47 GMT

its 2:57 am

and i am still awake.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 02:30:25 GMT

I back from alaska.

I tired.

I..

I

I *falls down and sleeps*

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 15:12:24 GMT

LADIES...and...ladies ATTENTION!! Pollykins is having a sleepover at the townhouse (ie Michelle's house) today. YOu guys would arrive there at 7. And be picked up at 10 pm. Who can make it? The address will be posted later. Its not a bday party or anything, its more of a DUDE we're all 14 now!! There might be cake, im deliberating--wait, this is me. There is gonna be cake!!! Anyway. Anyone that wants to bring movies, feel free. I am so bringing the digital camera (mellll ;D ) So who can come? Just comment or call or whatever. I can maybe give a ride to one or two people. First come, first..drive :P

My tummy and uterus want my soul

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 17:20:55 GMT

Ow. Ow. Ow. And in case you havent gotten the idea yet, OOOOOWWW. My stomache and uterus want my soul. Which is weird. Seeing as how I dont have my period for the next...*counts* 3 weeks. I cant sit because then I feel like I'll faint or throw up from the pain. And I can't really lay down or stand either. And I can't eat. Yesterday I ate one bowl of lucky charms and a klondike bar. Today: three pringles and a nutty bar. And that is all. O.W. What the hell could this be?! Any whos, HAPPY BURFDAY RUTH-AYYYY!!!!! If I could make that bold and flashy, I so would. But this computer hates me. RUTHIE I LOOOOVE YOUU AND HAPPY 14!!!!!!!!!! And if anyone is in contact with Alex, tell him the same thing! Ciara's having her bday party tonight. Dinner with the girls and then movie with us no I don't like any of them...ewww..i knew them when they were like..5..that just kills it! And I know, I know, I have a boyfriend. Who called me at 9 am?! Who calls someone at 9 am during the summer?!@!@%@$^ *fallsdown* Watched Ms Teen USA last night. Ohio won. She was pretty, one of the best, but i thought Alaska and Kentucky would get first and second runners up. They didn't. That show depresses me. I feel like I have to go get perfect or something every time I watch it. Their average GPA was 3.63, which isn't bad. And the average pair of shoes owned is 14. Oh yes, I remember these things :P And that is all..oh no wait, got Kaffir Boy. I didnt like it at first..Like at all. Like, I appreciated the story and thought it interesting and all but I just..I dont like the way it is written. At all. Does anyone else pick up on the like, million, spelling and puncuation mistakes?! I'm almost done with it, even though I just got it yesterday. And I really don't know how to describe my feelings for it. It's a good story. But I just...I don't know...Its not that I don't like it..its just that I..I dunno. Anyways..I have to go be productive and all. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUTHIEE!!

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 16:51:42 GMT

Haven't updated in a while..thought I would..

1--Fran, I'll miss you!!! You. MUST. Update. *ish menacing and then hugs* Send me pictures too!! You have my email.
2--Delta, when and if you see this, Geek Squad is at Best Buy, right? Are they good or expensive or something? See, I've just been informed that one of our computers at home pulled a spaz and refuses to open a lot of web pages and when it does, they're funky looking, doesn't have AIM or MSN, and won't open Solitare (the inhumanity)
3--HAPPY ALMOST BIRTHDAY RUTHIE!!
4--I don't really like this number..
5--School is almost back o_o
6--I want oreos..
7--This is a good number..byebye!!

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 15:11:37 GMT

I felt it was time for an update.. okies so.. soon it will be uthie and alex's bdays and then it will be mine and then ciara's and then ill be at home. i. need. to. go. shopping. alot. like, desperately. i need a white skirt, shirts, pants (when do i ever not need pants? :P) and i wanna go to, dont shoot me, abercrombie too. i saw a really pretty white skirt there that i wanna wear on the first day of school. and its like, one of the rare abercrombie skirts where you cant see my beaver when i bend over! *gaspshockwow* ok so how about some intensely major shopping on the 16th or 17th? when is better for you guys? i need clothessssssssssssssssss *hissyfitwhinebleh* but i also need like, alaska gear. i wanna get a curling iron. cause i have one. but its small so all the curls are small. but if i got a wide one the curls would be bigger and prettier and one..putting-hair-on-curling-iron would use up more hair so it wouldnt take forever to curl my hair. okies.. thats about itt. oh yes, almost forgot. father yelled at my mom. and my mom told me. so then when father called me, i flipped out of him. i screamed at him for a solid 15 minutes making it very, very clear that no one, NO ONE yells at my mommy. "if that clear? crys-tal" he apologized to me and i went i dont really care. apologize to my mom. so yes. thats about it. also, i can play the beginning of what i like about you on the guitar. incredibly slowly, and not always perfectly but i so can *owns the world*

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 16:34:53 GMT

ok. i shall start with this morning and go backwards to last night. this morning my grandma tells me to call her when i wake up via note. her speed dial is 2. ian's is 22. i accidently hit 22 without knowing it, wait three rings, and then hang up thinging "ill call her when i can actually move", it being 7 am and all. next thing i know, barbie girl is ringing in my ear and vibrating. i scream, drop my cell phone and then grogingly say hello? without checking who it is. of course, it just has to be ian. all i remember is him saying something about a bitch and me going, "can i go sleep now?" i didnt sleep after that, barbie girl was stuck in my head. and now to last night. well ok not really. ill start out with informing all of you that we have family silver, it has a family crest on it, though not hours. it has a story behind it as well, one day during the revolution in ukraine, my family had a cow. and a farm. and a bomb shelter. into the bomb shelter wandered a soldier with instructions to kill any one he saw on the "other side". he got into the bomb shelter, looked at my grandma, her sister, and their parents. and cow. and couldnt shoot them. he backed away slowly and was never seen by my family again. we like him. anyway, the cow also survived. cows make milk, milk was rare and good. a jewish family needed food desperatly. the silverware, 6 knives, 6 forks, 8 tablespoons and 10 teaspoons were traded to our family for some milk. and thus we got the silver. now. this silver was always in ukraine but now my grandma and i had been bringing all of the prized possesions of our family to america. this was one of those possesions. now in case you guys dont know, anything of value being taken out of the country needs to be declared and a million and two documents need to be made. they were just finished the night before we were to fly back, at 7 am, you mind. now, i told you of my 7 am phone call first so you could get a basic idea of how i function at 7 am. now imagine me at 5 am in an airport. scary, i know. but thats how it was. we declared the silver and this moron of a woman told me to put forks and knives in my carry on. as, apparently, you could have forks and spoons in your carry on, i only decided to put the knives into a suitcase. then we went through securtiy. i beeped like hell and was told i had deadly weapons on me. right.. well i showed them my deadly spoons of horror, which you know i was planning on lobbing someone in the forehead with and all. and my evil forks of evilness. after my sporks were inspected and i explained that i was told i could bring them through, and yelled a bit, i was taken to a special room where all the baggage is kept and loaded onto the planes. there were these two creepy looking dudes in there and they saw me put the silver into the suitcase. well. they stole it. our bags were delayed for two bags and when we finally get them, one is broken and the other bag is fine. well the opened bag had the silver in it. all gone. the knives were in a different suitcase so they werent taken. my skirt, white jean skirt, that i was planning on wearing the first day of school was also stolen. an italian leather belt, gone. 5 boxes of chocolate, whooosh. i think some other clothes of mine were taken too. a cd was. a dvd was broken. all of my other clothes have chocolate on them. and i now declare the following, i intend to get all of the money back from Delta that i can. If i have to, i will sue them. if i have to, i will blackmail them. i will get every penny out of them that i can, not because its money, but because i want them to pay, figurativly and literally. i will have those men fired and i will do it myself. all of the bags were under my name, so everything else will be under my name. i will get them to pay for everything from the cd to the dry cleaning bill for my clothes to the "emotional dammage" i suffered. oh yes. i am not giving up on this. as the other delta wisely put it, "i would hate to be the Delta representative that gets between you [me] and her [my] clothes" bring. it. unfortanutaly, i know for a fact that Delta doesnt pay for lost silverware. i intend to fix that. i, in case you couldnt tell, am not happy about this. ok. now. back to sleeping, i had this really really weird dream and ian was in it. he was yelling at tiffany for some reason and she was doing an interpertive dance while melissa sang yellow submarine and alexandra, bea, cat and i stood on our heads. ian then moved around to each of us and screamed "go down on me" and then when he came to bea, she strangled him and said, "pwned". then i my grandma woke me up..i think mel and i were wearing matching outfits..i should seek professional help. oh yeah, suzanne does pot. not like, 4 times ages ago. but like, alot. you guys dont know that by the way. you also dont know that she and danny broke up because of it, im almost positive, because he also stopped being friends with steve after he did pot. both he and christina refuse to have anything to do with people whom have tried it. and i dont blame them. ok. im going to go goggle "regelus black" and i am almost sure that RAB is him. it must be. *obsession sets in*

i know about the dates. and i hhhhattee them!

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 09:14:27 GMT

16 hours til the uuuussssssssssssssssssssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssss

*is happy* i intend to come home and read harry potter. no sleep. no eat. no pee. no function except for page turning. do NOT call me during my potter time. your calls will be ignored. *licks harry* what?! like you dont want to..

*is almost home* whhhhhhhhhhhhheeeee!!

look back through your old entries guys, i commented.

i know about the dates already...i know

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 18:23:36 GMT

OMFG HUMAN CONTACT THANK YOU LORD!~!!@#^%$#%*&^$% you have nooooooooooooooooooooooooononewhatsoeverahhhh idea how much i want to go home. like really woah i want america right now. i had a complete breakdown on the tennis courts when my trainer started screaming at me. i know. but i just, i really wanna go home. so anywya, my nervous breakdown, yes? ok so she was screaming and i just ugh. i just couldnt handle it and screamed back, yeah ok so i cant do anything right! fine! deal! GOD i just want to go hoooooooooooooooommmmee!! and i left with my grandma. it was never spoken of again. see i used to have this really good tennis trainer, she went on vacation. so now i have one that is always on the phone and doesnt help me collect the tennis balls after a drill. the other is a 6'4" drill sargeant. yeah..ok so how can i describe a day here? well lets see. i used to keep this journal sorta thing but then i got lazy and stopped writing..yeah...ok so today i woke up at 730. went to tennis (no breakdowns today! -__-) then i went shopping. i spent 130 dollars on a shirt from lacoste. then went to lunch with father and his friend (his friend's first words to me where "you are aware that your president cant talk, right?" i felt happy. then i went to fathers apartment because my grandma was waiting there for me for a while and for some reason didnt call my cell phone..i have a cell phone here that i share with my grandma. then i watched some vh1, other music programs, and nickelodeon..the only things here in english, and then went to tennis again. now, because this is me..i met this guy ALERT ALERT: THE FOLLOWING IS EXPLAINING POLLY'S MEETING OF A GUY THAT SHE DID NOT 1-HIT ON 2-FUCK 3-STARE AT FOR OVER THREE...OK FIVE MINUTES!! alert the media. he plays tennis when i do and is wicked good. he is completely jacked...though sorta short and he's three days younger than i am. and he likes me! of all things..im here for like..three weeks and he likes me. he told the guy that cleans the courts..well their convo went like this cleaner dude: sooo do you like her? him: huh..well...uh..yeah i guess i do... *some stuff the cleaner dude left out* cleaner dude: shes american. speaks english and all. him: no way. --to me-- you're an american me: *blinks* well..yeah....? him: whatever, she speaks russian better than you --to cleaner dude-- cleaner dude tells me this. cleaner dude is cool. hes a really good tennis player, been playing for 10 years..you do the math of when he started...and his dad trains/yells at him every day for something like 4 or 6 hours. a. day. duuude. so..sidetrack gone..then i changed and my lazy talk on phone trainer was talking to him (i believe i failed to mention before, but his name is tony) and he just like kept staring at me..shirtless...he was the one shirtless. not me. *shudders* anyway then i left and we picked up father, picked up some picutres form our summer house with driver and bought a 500 dollar digital camera with father. you can see how money works here. i have an emergency 100 bucks constantly with me for you know like..shoes and stuff. the important things in life. then we went into this bakery and father saw someone he knew and that someone was some big shoot lawyer who turned to the ladies behind the pastery counter and said 15 pastries for these two..*looks at me* actually just give them one of each :D just put it on my tab. the usual me would have gone duudde but now im just used to it. stopped in a store. bought more candy. and then went to my sisters house. and *THANK YOU GOD* there was a computer. but you cant have everything so i cant seem to get on aim. oh well. home in two days. i leave saturday morning at 7. that means waking up at 3 am..woohoo. ohh yeah. wanna know what i got for my birthday from father? its the thing thats been keeping my from shooting myself in this God damned country. A FENDER. a FUCKING FENDER GUITAR. its silver and beautiful. it makes my soul wiggle. i have no idea how im going to get it out of the country cause its sorta big and i dont want to give it up in baggage claim cause they might hurt my baby. it is my child. parents dont love their children as much as i love that guitar. it is nameless so far. but see now we can start a band. !!! that would be so cool. we would be so hot. lets see what else..oh i bought the knew nike shox..in bright blue. thats pretty sweet...and clothes. mucho clothes..and a coach bag. a big one..thats cool too..and hmm what else. alaska stuff (uthayy!!!) im excited for alaska. and now all thats left is to buy converses and im gooooooooooone. grandma and i arrived with two little suitcases. we leave with four huge ones. i have a duffel bag that i can fit inside of. i tried..i was planning on ship[ping myself out of ukraine but my grandma said id have to pee too much. totally ruined my plan. the duffel is almost full and i still have more stuff to pack. father bought an afgan for the summer house. as in the dog. my aunt named it kabul. as in the capital of afghanistan..i know...i..i know...hes staying with my aunt's family now. ok i think thats about it. oh yeah. i went fishing. i know. me. and caught 4 fish. but two jumped off the hook while i was pulling them out so only two made it onto dry land. i refused to touch them. or eat them, for that matter. ew..fish...i got all of you something and now please please please comment. GO COMMENT. i need normal human contact. tell every none lj-ing i said hi or something..only like..32 hours and 43 minutes until i leave. score. now comment. why cant i see your enteries past the ones on the friends page and 2 before that?

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 20:38:50 GMT

ok hey guys i only have a second on the computer and this is the last time ill be on a comp for a while
i go to europe tomorrow
i miss and love you guys

much love,
polly

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 18:21:39 GMT

i dont really have dreams. i had one sorta funky one about ian and zach a whle ago but besides that...all my dreams are like, lsd-ed. and really weird. so yesterday i saw lithium. there are three kinds. my grandma has them in her lab. anyway ive been thinking about this private school thing alot. because its so much money, i think that i would go for one year. and also, if i didnt like it, i know i would only be going there for that one year..but if i did, i keep going there. i might actually try out for three schools instead of just exeter. exeter is very academic, andover is both academic and fun, and milton is alot of fun but still really academically oriented. personally, im really beginning to like andover because its so close to home--so close like, less than an hour so there is the chance of me being able to live at home and still go there if it could be arranged! though i think that i would have to go for living there. they all want the ssat and an interview with me so i would just take the ssat once and send the results to all of them. and i would interview with all of them..i dunno, i would miss winchester but it would be so great going there. we'll just have to see what happens!! in 48 hours ill be in london ._o woah. and in like, 75 or something ill be in ukraine o.O woah. and i wont have be cell phone or anything!! wahhh *hugs cellyphone* ok weird question, do any of you like ian, ew no not like that, like, as a person? and also..do any of you talk to steve anymore? i do. and as i was telling cary wary strawberry yesterday, he's really grown up alot. i mean..he used to just care about bunnies and sex and now he cares about bunnies, sex..and other important stuff too. its odd. i guess high school will do that to you..oh yeah and he told me something henry said at a cast party *delta*--and i quote--"now i get why they call it HIGH school" hahahahaha wow

i love and miss you guys
polly

"i love you, ok, no i really love you, why?, cause i do, ok..why? i..i love you dont you get that? yes no shit i get that, but why do you love me? ..., thought so."

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 21:12:57 GMT

Have you guys ever heard of this boarding school called Exeter? Its in NH. An hour away from Winchester and its amazing. It is just..amazing. I might be going there, I'm applying anyway. For Sophmore year, not Freshman. Its like..college, but before college. There are all of these great courses and its live in and its just wow. Its one of the best high schools in the world. My only reservations about going there are leaving my mom, you guys, and Zach, and the mad amounts of cash that would have to be dished out. I mean, yeah, Id be home Thanksgiving, winter break, spring break, and theres this three day weekend thing they just shove in somewhere, and also after classes get out on weekends--if you take weekend courses, your parents can come get you and you guys can go out to dinner or something. But I really would miss everyone alot. Im going to talk to my mom about it though. Because my grandmother thinks its amazing that I want to go to Exeter at least a little and that its a great experience and a great school. Im pretty sure I could get in, I would have to take the SSATs and Ive taken them before, I dont recall exactly what I got but I know that I did well on them. And I have to show what other things i do, clubs, sports, any other languages and if i can do something no one else can--like painting on silk which my mommy taught me :D So I figure I'm all set with that. And then theres the interview, which is huge. If I do well on that--im basically in. We'll see...I really dont want to leave you guys though. Then again, I could just try out and see what happens. I dont know..what do you guys think? I also talked to this gy online who graduated from there. He seemed really happy with it.

Love and miss you all,
Polly

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 16:12:52 GMT

i am in kentucky. i am far far away/. I MISS YOU GUYS AND LOVE YOU GUYS!!! TRY AND HAVE FUN WITHOUT MEEE!!!! wahhhh only 42 more days..only 42 more days..i can handle that..suuuure. ): i really do miss you guys a lot. and i found out extremely sad news. I'm not going to italy@@#^@#$^!!! how much does that suck? intensely. we have to be in ukraine like the whole time because we have some paper work, passport stuff, etc to do. im still going to russia though and to london for like, a day cause the plane has a wicked long layover there. i might be going to london for a while next summer. like, a month. i would stay with my grandma's ex collegues and friends cause they have a really nice big house in the cambridge. that would be alot of fun :) but i would miss you guys ): but if i did go, it would be like, the day after school ends to like..july 20th..ish..it would be cool but sad. anyway thats next summer. this summer..im in lexington till friday. then im off to europe where i have found out--i will be cell phone less. isnt that like..tragic?! i might not even be able to use a computer there. i dont know if i'll make it, i really dont. *fake faints and does a drama queen sigh* alright well ill leave you all to your exciting lives now. remember me when you're off having fun.

PS: mel im wearing you bra, very comfy. and delta, your shoes, comfy as well.

is it normal to look for something wrong in something perfect..?

i know the dates are weird

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 15:51:17 GMT

Today, I leave. At 5:25 pm. I leave. And I have to be out of the house in like, 3 hours. So I dont think that I can do anything. I'm going to miss you guys soo much. You really have no idea. Mel, I'll be sure to get you that TATU cd. The rest of you guys, what do you want from Europe? Come on, dont be shy. I wanna get you guys something. Also, post you're EXACT addresses so I can write you, do this soon. Miss me, I'll miss you all sooooo much. ;_; Ok..so..I went to the movies with Zach, saw mr + mrs smith. it was ok, not the best movie cause the storyline just was like..bleh..but the acting was pretty good and the explosions made my soul happy. if you ever get really bored, then, and only then, go to see it--or in future times--rent it. We kissed once during the credits. he seemed really upset. he was just like..45 days. 45 days. but but..whhhhy? he seemed even sadder then delta. and thats like..woah sad. ill miss all of you so much. i leave for europe on the 7th, come back on the 30th. so til the 7th i have access to the internet and after the 30th to the 15th i do too. I come home late at night on the 15th but, planning for 45 days in advance, no matter what the weather or period-ness--we go wstc-ing. DO YOU UNDERSTAND TROOPS?! ok..anyways, i'll miss everyone alot. byebye

i know the dates are weird

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 01:54:26 GMT

been wstc-ing all week. tons of fun. i leave soon. really really soon. like..saturday. at 5:25 pm. AHH ill miss you guys soo much!! i dont wanna go a way forever and ever and ever. ill be in ky til july 7 and then ill be back in ky july 30 but i stay there til august 15. then im here til the 20th, then off to alaska with uthiekins (!!!) til the 27th. then school starts on the fifth..wow that just got alot shortOr a time period to me as i typed it out. ill miss everyone. ): think of me when you masturbate. i mean..lalala..happy thoughts O:-) well..thats bout it.

love you, bye

ohh yeah n mel, MELLIE LOVES ME THIS I KNOW CAUSE THE BIBLE TELLS ME SO!!

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 20:38:52 GMT

delta + henry + ice cream = POLLY SAVE ME!!

dont you just love the children's museum and it's postcards, delta, don't chya?

i woobe you and you know it biatcchhh.

sorry about your suck-ayy day.

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 13:48:01 GMT

Haven't updated in a bit, thought I would. Farr's party was cool, Zach wasnt there though. Played flashlight tag again at Leena's. A ton of fun, except that John, Rosie, James, Rob and I were all hiding in the bushes and got attacked by moquitos. Also James mooned Mike. It was...interesting o.O :P Anyway, went to 'da wstc' with nor and tro. BLEABATRICE MA WHERE YOU?! you like died. and exploded. and it was sad. we probably called you like 5004645698437099000.2 times. And you were poofed. I died inside, you murderer. Yesterday hung out with the folks and their family friends that are staying with us. A mom and two little kids. Woofuckinghoo. *dies* We get go to the children's museum today. fuuuu-uuu--uuunnn. Shoot me. I'll be back after like 5 though and home tomorrow, so, wstc? dt? something? get me out of this hell hole!! call the cell

i woobe you

byebye

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 00:58:17 GMT

Had an interesting day today. Went downtown, met up with Delta, then went to the school and saw Ms S, Mel, Delta, and Emily. *Delta i hope that toothpaste works out for you* And had some pizza. And then went downtown and met up with Zach. We got some ice cream and went to the town common. We talked for ages. Literally, we just sat down on the grass and started talking about nothing, everything. It was great. We went to Video Horizens for a little while and I helped him pick out something for Farrel cause her b-day party is tomorrow. I got her pretty earrings :) We cuddled a little but there was no kissing, I mean, it was in broad daylight. With old people and families around us. It would have been just as awkward for them as it would have been for us. Got picked up around 5 and went to play tennis with Michelle. It was beino fun. I beat her bum. Very happy right there. Now I'm at home doing nothing. The semi was amazing. Just, amazing. It was hawt. So hawt. Everyone looked sooo beautiful! Really, you all looked so unbelieavely good. If I were a bean..*makes 'id tap that' motions* and gentlemen, just as fab. The music really did suck though..And some people were grinding, or attempting to grind with certain other people even though those people liked the person's friend and also that certain person that was er--attempted to be ground upon's boyfriend was right there and pushed the other person out of the way because it was really disturbing and unenjoyable and ew. Just ew. Anyway..the semi was generally sweet. I <3ed it. Got the history award, congrats to all those that got awards :) Oh yeah and me and Zach kissed like, a few days ago at Robert's house. It was cool. He was just like, we dont have to at all. Really. Its totally fine. But then..we did. And he was wicked nervous I was just like..yeah ok cool and it happened. Enjoyable, not making out, just a kiss like 5/10 seconds. Anyway, Sunday=satc, yes? I can't go tomorrow cause I have modeling for like, hours, and then I have Farr's party.

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 11:24:23 GMT

7:45 am to 11:10 am and this thing is over :DDD i know that you guys are sad, but i am thrilled. i want out. like..yesterday! ok. lets get these 3 hours and 25 minutes over with. High school, we'll make it through--somehow the rest of the world did it. so can we. plus, its supposed to be the best time of our lives! lets enjoy it!

77 days till freshman

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 21:18:03 GMT

the audition went as follows...
we got there, i filled out a form. there was this girl next to me that was like 5'3" with heels and she went into the room with the agenty model search woman for like, 5 minutes tops and then left looking sad. i was just like..uh..oh..and then it was my turn. we talked for a while about what i wanted to do, mainly modeling, she told me that if i didnt get good grades, i got no assignments. and most assignments pay about 500 bucks $_$ i read a little pepsi ad and that was pretty good she said but didnt seem too thrilled. i showed her my hair. and she got really happy. and then i walked and she said it was really really good and she could tell that i'd been practicing. and i had :P she was the most excited that i was tall and had a good walk and nice hair, which all equals hair runway shows. and photo shots for some magazines. i will be rated on a scoring system of a b c. a= you get a job next week. welcome to the modeling business.b= we want a head shot and we have to teach you to be really amazing in one field or just sorta make you more well rounded. even c isnt all that bad c= you arent ready now, come back a little later, they tell you what to work on and you do it. fix it, audition again, you go in as b almost automatically. im hoping to get a b. i dont find out for like 3 more days :~\ i have to send them good pictures of me. and i dont have too many good pictures o_O but basically, i have no idea what she really thought of me. i'll be finding out soon! also, even if i did start working really soon its not full time. i have have have to be doing well in school and then i can still get 10 jobs one month, then none for 3 monthes then 10 again. im excited and a wittle scared.